Time certainly moves forward and it takes no prisoners. And I don’t mind to be honest. I have a lot that I’m looking forward to. My son finishing up his freshman year of high school. Warmer weather and sunshine. Vacations. Summer fruits. Those are a few. And I am honestly happy and looking forward to […]
Or melting down. However you want to put it but that’s what happened yesterday. I ended up having a total meltdown. I think it might have been a combination of mother’s day, delayed reaction and the beautiful weather we had on mother’s day and yesterday. I felt bad that it was warm and Patches wasn’t here to […]
Literally. There is a first time for everything post losing your pet. Things are getting better, they really are. I’m able to get through a day here and there without crying or thinking about the hard things. I can laugh and smile and look at pictures and videos and think how glad I am that […]
Hm…..I’ve read up on the stages of grief. I think I’ve discovered a new one. Fear. If I do it, I go big. Fear means one of two things to me. F.alse E.nergies A.ppear R.eal. OR………. F.*ck E.verything A.nd R.un. Lately it’s been more of the latter. As the saying goes, ignorance is bliss. It truly […]
The last two weeks have been a blur. I have experienced every emotion probably known to man on the “grief” spectrum. Except anger. And despair. I’m a rational person and I recognize that I have a full life with a lot to live for. I’m not one to think that my life is over because […]