Time certainly moves forward and it takes no prisoners. Â And I don’t mind to be honest. Â I have a lot that I’m looking forward to. Â My son finishing up his freshman year of high school. Â Warmer weather and sunshine. Â Vacations. Â Summer fruits. Â Those are a few. Â And I am honestly happy and looking forward to […]
Or melting down.  However you want to put it but that’s what happened yesterday. I ended up having a total meltdown. I think it might have been a combination of mother’s day, delayed reaction and the beautiful weather we had on mother’s day and yesterday. I  felt bad that it was warm and Patches wasn’t here to […]
Literally. Â There is a first time for everything post losing your pet. Â Things are getting better, they really are. Â I’m able to get through a day here and there without crying or thinking about the hard things. Â I can laugh and smile and look at pictures and videos and think how glad I am that […]
Hm…..I’ve read up on the stages of grief.  I think I’ve discovered a new one.  Fear.  If I do it, I go big.  Fear means one of two things to me.  F.alse E.nergies A.ppear R.eal.  OR………. F.*ck E.verything A.nd R.un.  Lately it’s been more of the latter.  As the saying goes, ignorance is bliss.  It truly […]
The last two weeks have been a blur. Â I have experienced every emotion probably known to man on the “grief” spectrum. Â Except anger. Â And despair. Â I’m a rational person and I recognize that I have a full life with a lot to live for. Â I’m not one to think that my life is over because […]